I feel myself slipping back into that dark place every time I feel rejected. Every time I feel ignored or taken advantage of.
I’m flailing in an ocean of black and the waves are knocking me back down into its cold depths every time my head peaks above the water.
I want to love someone and I want them to love me but I guess I’m just not worth it. How can people be so convincingly deceitful! And make me feel cared for and comfortable before they snatch everything away…